Esa50 questionnaire after enhanced pip last year

I'm confused concerned and unsure why after I was awarded enhanced pip for the first time in my lifetime after a fight with atos I could not go to the centre & I had a home visit after the great news of pip awarded with unexpected bonus of enhanced thought ok I know my heath conditions of depression aniexty ptsd and emotionally unstable personality disorder that I wasn't aware of. I thought I'd get a break from the assessment as I can't cope with them . So I am very anxious to know why I have received esa50 I'm already in the support group. I am currently awaiting the biopsy results of skin cancer but I did speak to dwp overpayment dept & said I was waiting to get the erosion /removal date and u wasn't going to request a reclaim as it is unknown so no change as not definite diagnosis of what it is. I was told by the surgeon it was most likely basal cell carcinoma. I am already worried sick about the results now this. I have actually said I would rather not fight it. The cancer is my chance to leave this miserable existance. Can anyone help or advice me please I am at the end of my tether. Thank you

Thank you for your assistance Gordon I couldn't find the reply for the life of me. I really thought they might leave me alone for a while as awaiting skin cancer biopsy results is all I have had on my mind for the last month but thank you again for the much appreciated help