Just a question I was asked at my f2f did I feel I wanted to kill myself , wow I thought even if I did I'm not going admit it , she had a letter from a consultant from the mental health detailing my illness , will this go against me as I told her I'd didn't want to kill myself in my thoughts .? Honestly she scared me now my mind is going overdrive incase they deduct points because i didn't want to harm myself yet I suffer from server recurrent despresive disorder , is this a normal question