. I have my appeal end of this week. My daughter who was my official carer but SSD stop paynents 2 yrs now . She still care for me doing shopping cleaning f cooking etc. I lost the car. It's so difficult. We would go together I would sit in car whilst she shop. Now I rarely go with her, feel so depressed I do suffered from it. I am only getting state pension . Things are not good. I know she feels upset by all this its 6 months from the start. I am dreading next 2 days. I have at lot of illnesses a heart chronic cough ostoarthertis depression since 2005 breathlessness etc I am falling apart. I am trying to keep positive. Will let the forum know the out come. I see all of you as my invisable friends. Such comfort.