paranoid

ok now i am getting mega paranoid
as it seems that my first post today must have been blocked by mods but i dont know why
and now i have had no responses from Mods to explain what is happening
sorry if that is annoying you
but sitting here getting paranoid that the forum is against me somehow, is not nice
it frightens me
sorry

i probably should not reply to this as the whole thing has got me pretty distressed

I know it is not your responsibility to know how things will affect us, but i would think it was pretty obvious that this, and the 'for mods' post, were not sent for an 'audience' but because i just couldn't understand why my assessment thread had not appeared when several things from later, had.
In MY head, that means fear, rejection, etc etc and I just needed some reassurance.

I am well aware that mods are here for limited time, and i never, ever, make any fuss.
But this has just been incredibly triggering for me, at a time when I am feeling very vulnerable.
Apologies

Hi walker, while this too will not show until mods have OK'd it, I hope you have seen my other reply to you, do be paranoid about DWP and their contract assessors, but no need to be the least bit paranoid about B&W, no-one here is anything but for you. The mods are volunteers, while they are well trained they do have day-jobs etc. Including some where they gain the knowledge they share as mods.
Hope this will help to reassure you, Denby